[17 Sep 2005|11:57am] 1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. 4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5) I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. 2 comments| comment

summer [13 Aug 2005|12:07pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Jack's Mannequin - The Mixed Tape ] summer was a blast, but it went by faster than anything ive experiened before... last summer was slow, and i didn't want it to end. i spent most of my time with erica,manda,nick. but this summer, since inono i was working more going places, it flew by! holy crap... senior... hopefully, and i pray that next five years will go by in a blink, which they probably will. for reason i don't need to specify because everyone noes haha. its funny how unexpeted things turnout. and when they happen you're just left in awe, like wth? im so happy ive found detty, i dont know where i'd be w/o her. love her more than anything. im only at school for 4 hours, how cool is that! haha! my this years gunna fly! I KNOW IT! HOMECOMING! ahhh i'm either going dateless, or with a friend... haha i'll see. anyways 'CHEERS' to the summer! btw Jack's Mannequin rocks! :] comment

The one who has my heart [03 Aug 2005|07:52am] [ mood | upset ] [ music | Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life ] so the best and the worst thing that could happen, happened. bernadette, the girl i had a crush on since last year, my bestfriend, finally started having feelings for me. at the time, i was currently dating marisa but i hadn't seen marisa for 3 weeks nor heard from her in 1 and half weeks. and during the stubie trip those feelings came back, and hers came too. we finally comfronted each other about how we felt about one another, and it was finally like a dream come true. i've never felt so happy and relived in my life. i waited patiently for her to realize my feelings for her. and it felt good to finally have what i envy in a relationship, such as evy and mel's or stevo and sarah's. but i spoke to soon. so yesterday i was going to ask her out, so i went to starbucks and on the cup i wrote "if you drink this we're going out". i brought it to her at work where we ate lunch. she saw it but never drank, and i knew she was going to confront her parents before she did. and well... her parents approve of me and all, and know how compatible we are for on another. but they dont want her dating in college, they want her to finish, and their goal is accomplish this. so basicly the drink is trashed. i've never felt so much pain, nor felt so upset in my life. i mean breaking up with erica was hard, but this doesn't even compare. to finally have something right there, i could just reach out and grab it, but i keep missing. its so frustrating, but we've promised each other we'd wait. i mean ive already waited a year for her, why can't i wait another 5. i mean we'll graduate at the same time, and well God brought us together, im pretty sure he has some plan for us. He wouldn't be putting us through this, if he didn't have something planned. i care about her so much, i don't know where i'd be without her 2 comments| comment

GOD IS THERE FOR YOU! [26 Jul 2005|11:11am] [ mood | god-high ] [ music | I love you lord - Matt Maher ] i love detty and suzay so much! words cannot describe how much i am thankful, for God putting those two amazing ppl in my life. i dont deserve their grace. alejandro and john, you guys are awsome! thanks for being my buddies. i love yall too but in a diffrent way haha... stubie conference was off the walls awsome! God has found his way back into my life, and this high is flippin awsome... i got to converse with my good ol buddies once again, i miss them dearly. and now that its over i wish it never had in a sense, but all good things have to come to an end. im a little sad, that i may never see any of them for the rest of my life. since ill probably end up in california for a good remainder of my life. and they're going to school here... *sigh* well i must take leave have much to do! comment

[18 Jul 2005|08:49pm] Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results Sociability |||||||||||| 37% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 79% Assertiveness |||||||||||| 35% Activity Level |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 83% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 81% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 67% Trust ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 97% Morality |||||||||||| 31% Altruism |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 85% Cooperation ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 93% Modesty |||||||||||||||||| 57% Sympathy ||| 1% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 60% Confidence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 79% Neatness |||||| 11% Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 85% Achievement |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 85% Self-Discipline ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 98% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Orderliness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Volatility |||||||||||| 40% Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 88% Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||| 52% Impulsiveness ||||||||| 27% Vulnerability ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92% Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 35% Imagination ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 91% Artistic Interests |||||| 18% Introspection |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 87% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 80% Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Liberalism ||| 3% Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com Trait . low score high score Sociability 37% socially reserved, detached friendly, open Aggressiveness 79% mild mannered, uncompetitive predatory, domineering Assertiveness 35% introverted, loner controlling, aggressive Activity Level 83% relaxed, laid back vigorous, high energy Excitement-Seeking 92% sedate, restrained adventurous, wild Enthusiasm 81% somber, pessimistic cheerful, optimistic Trust 97% suspicious of others trusting of others Submissiveness 31% rebellious, lawless dutiful, obedient, compliant Altruism 85% selfish, cold, austere helpful, selfless, indulgent Cooperation 93% argumentitive, confrontational conflict averse, meek Modesty 57% arrogant, self-satisfied humble, unassuming, doormat Sympathy 1% callous, heartless empathetic, warm Confidence 79% not confident in work confident in work, egoistic Neatness 11% disorganized, messy planner, clean, anal Dutifulness 85% dishonest, derelict honest, rule abiding, proper Achievement 85% lazy, unmotivated driven, goal oriented Self-Discipline 98% procrastinator responsible, efficient Cautiousness 86% spontaneous, daring, reckless careful, controlled, safe Anxiety 94% relaxed, fearless fearful, worrier Volatility 40% calm, cool touchy, tempermental Depression 88% content, balanced emotional, self hating Self-Consciousness 52% confident, assured low self esteem, shy Impulsiveness 27% high self control low self control Vulnerability 92% resilient, unphased confused, helpless Imagination 91% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic Artistic Interests 18% artistic indifference art, nature, beauty lover Introspection 87% not self reflective self searching Adventurousness 80% conventional, safe spontaneous, bold Intellect 70% instinctive, non-analytical intellectual, analytical Liberalism 3% conservative, traditional progressive, open Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com comment

[01 Jul 2005|11:32am] I'm a Leo, guess who's an Aries :] Leo and Aries This is a truly glorious match. Aries the Ram and Leo the Lion, both Fire Signs, are the blazing superstars of the zodiac. Leo is ruled by the Sun, while the Ram is the Day Star's exaltation. Full of life and love, the lure of adventure pulls you together in a marvellously joyous dance, the affirmation of life itself. It's an unbeatable combination for sheer joy and excitement. The Ram, ruled by mighty Mars, is a Cardinal Sign, so naturally takes the lead in the boudoir as in most things you do together. You are well-matched and get along famously between the sheets. The sexual experience is superb, so long as the Ram remembers that he or she is the generalissimo, while you are the lordly monarch! Fire loves Fire and the match of Aries and Leo is strong. It can work to perfection as long as two simple rules are followed. Rule number one is: if the Ram thinks to win a contest of wills with the Lion, monarch of the Zodiac, the Ram must think again. Rule number two states that no Ram shall forget rule number one. The Ram's wild and venturesome spirit will complement your tireless determination, for Aries is unbeatable in short sharp bursts, but you have the deep power to be in it for the long haul. Affable, friendly and socially bold, you have no trouble achieving your mutual aims, since you share the same likes and dislikes. As a Fixed Sign, you can keep the horned one on track, when otherwise the Ram might charge distractedly at passing windmills. While both of you can be combative, it's more of a friendly fight than a bloodthirsty battle. You both hate to lose, so you must manage the Ram's erratic power and point it in the right direction. Fire signs need to express their natural vigour through the body. If you end up in a serious contest, you could have a serious problem for neither of you finds it easy to back down once fired up. You'll need every bit of your rapport to break the deadlock, though generally you'll outlast the Ram in a protracted dispute. The Ram's creativity can inspire you with productive energy, and you can keep the Ram focused. There is much potential for prodigious ego ego-clashes, but all things considered, you are sexually, socially and spiritually compatible. It's a perfect match. 2 comments| comment

[28 Apr 2005|04:07pm] [ mood | HYPA! ] [ music | Duncan Sheik - On a High ] 1. FIRST NAME? Ryan 2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? no one i know 3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? nope 4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? my #1 finger 5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? um tues outta anger 6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? nope its pretty bad 7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? boneless rib 8. ANY BAD HABITS? procrastination, and um... ya procrastination 9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? spice girls! YUS 11. ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL? u could say so 12. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE YOU WOULD NOT TELL? ya :| 13. DO LOOKS MATTER? nope :] 14. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? well........ evy's, beej's and j's so technically i have 3 2nd homes 15. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? as soon as i get to know them 16. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? might max sets 17. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? ALL MATH! 18. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? does this and xanga count? 19. DO YOU USE SARCASM? wuts sarcasm? 20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? ive been in orgys with evy,toby, and detty... i consider those mosh's too... YES I HAVE! 21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY? well a girl... she cant have a panis! 22. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? ryooooooooooon, ryon, ryu, ryo, ry guy, manrique, manny, the brown kid, the hispanic kid, ryan, buttface, nub, big sexy, kitty(*nadia -_-), fob 23. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? TO BAD I ALREADY HAVE! 24. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? TYINGS FOR WHIMPS! 25. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? my farts are pretty strong 26. SHOE SIZE? lets just say i have big socks O_o 27. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE? none 28. WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? caring for some1 29. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS TO COPY IT? it would be normal if someone did 30. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? 89.3 KSBJ 31. WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? mango drink at beej's 32. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom :E 33. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes :] 34 DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON YOU YOINKED THIS FROM? no suzy's just a loser... JK YES of course i [insert sarcasm here] suzy ! ;] 35. HOW ARE YOU? the question is HOW ARE YOU! 36. EYE COLOR? poop brown 37. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yus 38. SIBLINGS? adam, and then a half brother and sister that i know of. prbly more :] 39. FAVORITE MONTH? the one that i get outta school :] 40. FAVORITE FOOD? MEL! I MEAN jello! 41. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? raising helen! 42. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? bursting through the vagina day! WOW SICKOS MY BIRTHDAY! 43. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? nope 44. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? scary movies 45. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? relationships 46. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO COPY THIS? manda 47. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO COPY THIS? ppl that have a life :] JK! 48. WHAT BOOK(S) ARE YOU READING? my math book 49. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE RIGHT NOW? yes i like all my friends :] 50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FRUIT? MANGO A GO GO! BUT MANGOS! 4 comments| comment

[22 Jan 2005|10:55pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Straylight Run - Existantilism on prom night ] lets just say, ive had a change of heart... ill find someone... eventually... hittin that o so dreadful alltime low again :[ i thought i was done with that shiz 2 comments| comment

[09 Jan 2005|10:02am] i never update this thing :P newho ya, been quite interesting, school as of now sucks -_- but it goes by fast so w/e um not much going on, finding out interesting stuff and ya coolness skating, ddr, soccer taking up most of my time whoopdiedoo! o ya white noise is pretty good, not all the hype the trailors set it up to be. deja vu? 2 comments| comment

[31 Dec 2004|02:35pm] i have the greatest friends in the world, i can't belive i've been so blessed. i dont deserve such great friends. life wouldn't be the same without them. in life, things can seem so unbearable, unable to cross, or unreachable. but in the midst of these things, we lose sight of what's most important in life. i put so many things precedent over God that i didn't know what to do with my jumbled life. school and colleges arent my first priority. clothes, money, looks arent my top priority.. God is my top priority. and if i put Him first, everything will fall right into place. maybe things won't be perfect. maybe things being set right won't happen right away. but God made a promise. and He never breaks His promises. why couldnt i have found this new me earlier, oh what wonders has God done for me 3 comments| comment

Not so white christmas [25 Dec 2004|03:16pm] [ mood | Extremely Happy ] [ music | Dj Tiesto - When the Rush Comes ] ah spending time with the family is probably the greatest thing. amy, sidney, ian are the coolest cousins. its always fun with them no matter what. shopping and and gettin stuff is quite fun. -searching for tomatoe juice and bringing back peanut butter haha im stupid :P -eating at tommy's was very good -going to church at 10 with amy and sid pwhaha they coverd up my wonderful singing w/ their own voices <^>Oo - haha then their dad, my cousin phil, was high so ya we wrestled and he was like hi-larious haha silleh phil - skated in below freezing temperatures and chases sundance in the yard - texted manda pwhahah - eating food, opened presents i got: brand new skateboard, 2 shirts best buy giftcards shoes and the cross necklace ive been wanting hopefully tonight we will go and see "Meet the Fokkers" ^-^ that would make my day! newho hope everyone has a great christmas and ill see you back in houston either tomorrow or mondy ^-^ 1 comment| comment

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